I write this from my motel room on Fry Blvd in Sierra Vista, Arizona. Tomorrow at 0600 begins my MI Officer Training. To sum up how I feel: FRIGHTENED!  My biggest fear is failure and I'm afraid to be that LT.  We all know one, don't kid yourself.  I've gone over my checklist for everything I need at least half of dozen times today, my APFT uniform is laid out, the alarm is set, and yet I still feel like I'm going to the youngest, least experienced one and it's causing me to panic. 

Hooah?!  Where are you???  Why have you not shown your face?  Please come back!

I used to be such a badass. Now I just feel like a scared little girl